second best.

don't you just hate it when you feel like you're second best? yup. i do. and this applies to many individuals. im sure i have been at fault for this. but this seems like it is just reoccurring. they say things to you that make you feel important.. and seems like they always have your back.. but do they really? nahh... i dont think so. the thing that bugs me most, is that when that person who is #1 to them is gone, they automatically turn to you, thinking that you will all of the sudden bend over backwards for them. nope. sorry. won't happen. you've shut me out of your life, so try harder.