everyday is a different day.

thinking that i was completely over this 'pish-posh break up'. nah thats false.

everyday is a different day.

the song tattoo by jordin sparks came on. and it made me think.. it talks a lot about moving on, etc. i sat and thought to myself if i have moved on. nope. not how i wanted to.

as some would say the 'unexpected' happened. sure enough i said my goodbyes for now, but i'll talk to you soon. literally killed me. but it's what i needed to do for myself.

yeah.. we should always think about others. but sometimes we need to think about ourselves. yes, call me selfish. but it's my turn. it's my time to do what i NEED to do for myself.

some people might hate it -- some might love it. it's my life and i'm gonna live it the way i want to.

still questioning myself if i really should've said goodbye for now, talk to you soon..

ahh. we'll see how i deal with this. everyone that knows me, thinks it is for the best.

lets just say my feelings are a complete roller coaster. as of right now.