sometimes.. it's a little more than that.

i sat there and thought to myself being friends with him is what i want.

attempted. thought i succeeded. it wasnt good enough.

always thought that he had respect for me. or at least cared.

i guess i was wrong.

all of my respect for him, went out the window.

i keep feeling the bruises on my heart. hoping it will go away.

but for some reason... they keep returning.

this time, i really have to say goodbye. this is it. cant be his friend anymore.

you always will know who your real friends are.

they say they'll never do one thing. but they do that one thing.

the one thing that really determines your friendship.

where they place you in their heart.

how important you are to them.

all of that just flew out the window.

i thought i could trust her.

i thought i could trust him.

i thought they both had respect for me.