Saturday, September 4, 2010

gone.

my best friend. gone.
the boy who i loved. gone.
the person who i went to everything for. gone.

once again. gone.

my wound got reopened. poured a gallon of lemon juice on it. i just sit and question if i will be happy anytime soon.

cant sleep.
eyes swollen.
jaw killing.
head throbbing.
tears drowning.
face pale.
not hungry.
broken.
completely broken.

why cant i just find my happy ending? and have this pain just go away for good.

1 comment:

sara said...

i have a few words of wisdom for you. taken from the incredible john mayer.
love song for no one, live version. "This song's about... talkin to the person you haven't even met yet.
Maybe they're rollin' around in the hay with someone else,
but they're not as good as you'll be... you just have to wait your turn.
She's out there, he's out there,
they're just learning what to contrast you against."

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time mutually on you.