day 13.

DAY 13. letter to someone who has hurt you recently


dear some who has hurt me recently,

you told me we could be together for days, weeks, months, years and maybe forever. but that ended after months. you broke my heart once. then before i knew it, you tore it out again, threw it on the ground, stomped on it, and poured salt on it. it killed me.

you blamed me for your problems. nothing that i had control over. i felt as though i wasn't good enough. and every time i tried, you kept bringing me down. i told you that i was trying harder and i got no credit for it. i wasn't good enough.

your friends were your priority. they were #1. there was no time for me. it was always me, you and every single one of your friends. did we ever go and hang out with my friends? no. never. it was either your friends... or the highway. i didn't need your attention all the time. but dinner or something would've been nice once and awhile.

when things ended, you promised me a few things. that you would still be my friend, that you would take a bullet for me, that you would always be there. how come you haven't filled any of those promises?

those months weren't a waste. i loved it. even though it ended bad. sometimes we'll still talk. but its small talk. and always ends in a comparing contest.

you know i'm always here. but i've moved on. and living life to the fullest.


-- leah